i lost the game

im in deep shit

i want to die

i want to quit

what can i do

to make things right

i know i have to rise and fight

its true i have no fear of death

ill fight until i have nothing left

ill fight until i lose my breath

ill die inhaling crystal meth

too little control.. too much confusion..

did you know this reality is a complex illusion???

my mind is astray in a world full of haze

its time to behave.. im going insane

i need to alter my brain to break my mold

i melt in the heat and freeze in the cold

what can i do to make it all gravey

ill get off my ass and stop being to lazy

Its not my time to die yet

please put the knife away

i love when its quiet

im wasting my life away

my mind is a riot

i feel in flight today

im starting a new diet

im using all my might today!!!

it cant rain everyday

no more sorrow

spring time warms my soul

come out and play

like the offspring

feel good with gods offering

if i was somebody else

id hate the person that i am

im shook from head to toe

still i love pearl jam

im sick of it all

the voices in my head

are killing me slow

they want me dead

Im spinning round and round

beating me down, into the ground..

theres no other sound

my styles profound

whack EC's can eat shit

you might be hotter than mariah

but im hotter than brad pitt

im looking for a messiah

but maybe I should quit

im hungry and righteous

ill devour you quick

inhale the goodness

exhale the badness

god's love is eternal

avoid sorrow and sadness

knock me in the face

make me toothless

I love every race

who said praying was useless??

I started smoking again

what an idiot i am

smoking is my friend

like cheers at the clam

inhale exhale its all polution

nicorette gum is my solution

i cant believe it!!!

is it real?

are we one mind?

are my balls made of steel?

or am I all alone...

i pray for silence

i pray for my family and friends

i pray for no violence

it seems so dark now

I used to be better

all I want is sanity

i love typing each letter

freedom of speech

is a great thing indeed

i pray to god kneeling,

down on my knees

your so skillfull

at making me feel great

i love you so much

you've mended my hate

you give me good luck

you have pretty eyes

still i dont want to fuck

and thats not a lie

lets stay friends

i pray for that, Amen

hey hey hey!!

what can I say??

to make things ok

can I save the day??

whats in my way

what is my futur

will i die young,

like a loser??

or win eternal life

that would be nice

i pray for a wife

that would suffice

ive become numb

i cant feel a thing

i feel mentally ill

im the schizophrenic king

still i have iron will

and my will is good

i knock on wood

and pray to god

like i should

fuck off

i hate you

get out of my head

your driving me crazy

FUCK OFF

please stop swearing

its bad

please leave me alone

all these days of revelations

im proud of my lucid imagination

im used to the pain inside me

i hope you all change the station

stop listening to me please

its like im a disese

that'll weaken your knees

i got cheddar like cheese

far from safe

not at all intelligent

im a total waste

like the spending,

of the government!

theres all the pain in her eyes

i wish i could fix the past

when i think of you i want to die

will these feelings always last?

 

im on the right track

im checking my back

im picking up slack

i avoid being whack

im on the right path

im flicking an ash

i dont have much cash

cuz i blow the shit fast

I finaly quit smoking

yay for me!!

its all that its-

meant to be

ist been a struggle

but i got it

i got some baggage

but im beyond it

i pray for you

I pray for me

i pray for all

who cant see

i bless each line

with etheric shine

it gets so bad

i wish i could

take back time

I hate evil

I was tricked by the devil

heart of steel

i feel shot in bad weather

bullet wound near my heart

i pray for silence

it tears me apart

i am a good person

from finish to start